Depression after the walk (2 months later?)

I sat on my desk, alone and boring. I’m not sure what to do when I have so many things I can do. I requested countless jobs and checked my email to the point where I was in crossing. I closed my laptop and looked at the window, and thought about what I could do.

Growing up, I would have read a book and lose me in the world of fantasy. But now I am an adult who no longer reads books for children. No, more hunger games, Vampire Academy or books by Ellen Hopkins. Ellen Hopkins specifically because that triggers my negative emotions, even with incredible writing. I have scientific books that I need to read. Instruction books for rock climbing and a hiking book that my friend wrote.

I thought about my personal hiking book that has not been touched in more than a year. I cannot believe that it has spent more than a year since the last time I was on the path of the Apalaches. I missed the freedom of the walk. I longed to go on an excursion again, to play a blaze of trails of the Apalaches, be part of that world again.

I would have been on the road this summer, but I made a fantastic trip to Europe, of which I regret it. Hopefully it was longer, in fact! I wish I could do it again and do it again differently. Tour du Mont Blanc has many different paths and possibilities.

Maybe I have depression after the walk, 2 months after the fact. I remember my times in the TMB, I look at the photos and return to my blogs that should have been more detailed if I am honest. I think about the videos and content I want to create, but it lacks motivation since I am no longer there. I was savoring the moment, but I would like the moment to be longer. It is still difficult to believe that it was in Europe of Hiking 2 months ago! I thought about all the things I could write about and the videos I could do, but I decided to stay at the time. Not saying that it is a bad thing, I would only want to have scored those ideas.

I have been active since he returned to the United States, and it has been fun! I got into the rock escalation, hence the book on the rock escalation that I need to read. For the most part, I have overcome part of my fear of heights and fall. I have improved. Preston improved faster than me, but that is also due to fear.

Now, where will I publish these thoughts is a great question? I have my Trek blog, I have my Facebook page, but do I really want people to know my internal personal thoughts? Other people feel like that? Constantly looking at Instagram for the hiking photos of others and hiking memes?

What will bring me next year? I have no idea…

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